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heyy , im icha . im not a perfect girl. my hair doesn't always stay in place and i spill things a lot. i'm pretty clumsy and sometimes i have a broken heart. my friends and i sometimes fight and maybe some days nothing goes right, but when i think about it and take a step back . i remember how amazing life truly is and that maybe, just maybe, i like being unperfect .19 on this december 6th . current place ; taiping . still studying .unisel in dip industrial technology .

this is MYspace , not YOURS ! so what shits im doing here , is none of your business !

i've learned that goodbye will always hurt. pictures will never be replace having been there. memories good or bad, will bring tears and words can never replace those feelings .

Thursday, April 29, 2010

things change but i still love you ;((


I know, we've been busy these days. I don't really know, what or when i can have a good time with you .Laughing together like before ;(( I don't want to be the kind of girl;that clings around with her boyfriend all the time and till one day, he himself will get annoyed and leave her for that as an excuse. Yeah I know, this happens in movies, but heck, it still does scared the hell out of me. And no, I don't want that to happen to us. What I'm trying to say is that, I'm just giving you some space to breathe sayang. Just because I don't wanna talk to you when you'e having game-ing much lately, doesn't mean that I'm getting bored with you; no baby, not at all. Things are still the same, the time could never dim my love for you. Oh lord, why am I being all cheesy at this time of the day, *cough* its maybe because I miss you so much I guess *looks away*.

All this while, I know I've been fighting all alone. I totally forgot about you, the one who should be my most priority by now. I'm being selfish to go on like this. I didn't mean to hurt you. What I did was to keep you safe, to keep you at ease. I don't want you to feel what I feel. Because this is not right. You do exist, even in my dream, don't ever feel abandoned darling. You're not alone, I got your back. I'll try to share every single moments with you, even though I know, it'll be hard. Don't misunderstand me, for your sake, please understand.

I look like a living zombie, so pardon me, if I approach you and start talking non-sense, I'm just being me. Sorry. Bonne-nuit earthlings



Don't let these monsters chase after us.
You gotta be strong baby, we've gone through hard times
and we deserve something better this time.


P/s: I'm sorry I rambled, please don't get annoyed.
P/p/s: AzmanFarhan, saya tengah rindu awak sangat ni :'(

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